I guess that's the ending of us. Yeah, I think so. harihari gaduh sebab lelaki. apa menda ni? tak faham aku. Aku keluar salah aku duduk rumah salah aku buat kerja salah aku skype salah aku buat semua menda SALAH SALAH SALAH. Cakap taknak kongkong aku sangat. kongkong mu -.- Jadi KING KONG aku tahu tak kalau harihari kau macam ni. Tak bagi ni tak bagi tu. habis tu? beruk lah aku lepas ni yekk? duduk dalam kandang dekat rumah kau tu macam !@#$%^&. And yet, I just admit that I hate promises. Yeah right. no promises okay. Sorry lah if dah sakitkan hati kau or whatever tapi kau tu yang terlampau prihatin sangat pehal? aku tahu lah mana baik mana buruk. Duhhhhh --' no need to point me to do anything. I can do it by myself okay. Sometimes people just need to lie because of rescuing someone's feeling right? but I am not use to it. Tak beri makna apaapa pun dekat aku kalau buat macam. The situations are getting worst if i lied to him. Baguslah, kalau dia taknak ambik tahu pasal aku. I'm okay with that. Tapi... ACTUALLY I NEDD HIS ATTENTION :'(  Man, dia tu terlampau menyedihkan. everyday buat aku menangis. Gelak lah.korang nak cakap aku menangis. HARHARHAR. Parents aku pun dah kenal *****. So, nak buat macam mana? hmmm. I believe in him. Yes, I believe in you too. but, sometimes your believeness really makes me fell so guilty like hell. tolong lah jangan macam ni. aku tak pernah anggap kau macam anak patung Ken Doll aku dekat rumah ni. NAK KE AKU DRESS UP KAU HARIHARI? Eiwwwww. tak perlu pun k. The fact is I still love you and don't worry about me. I am not going to flirt with him again. He is now just my bestfriend. I repeat, BESTFRIEND. setakat keluar as a bestfriend. semua benda kitaorang buat as a bestfriend okay. jangan risau... at the end, I miss you xxxxxxxx

I am not that perfect as you tought.

Sincerely,

Alia